Sigh

T_T Im depressed. I really am feeling down. Im trying my best not to be depressed but I just do =[ Im also worried about Bao since she is not really sleeping well nor eating well. Im not sure I just dont want her to be sad like she is. *Sigh*

 Im going to get a dentist apointment soon and try to get invisalign ^^ I want straight teeth. Along with trying to get o_o acne complex! Maybe i should l work less lol

I love him. Please let me have him God ^_^

…I'll write more later..

Still Alive

Well after all this time im still working hard! Im trying to get the website running. My friend Lucy is going to try and make the new layout for HS and I think it will come out so cute. I wont say what it will entail but it really will be awesome. I hope it doesn’t take too long.

 School is over for me but today summer school started.I I need to try and get that Bio class with Milly thats for sure and sign up for Belly Dancing. ^_^ I really like Belly Dancing so far since ive been practicing it for around a month without a teacher. And *gaspers* I learned how to lap dance! Its fun actually and sexy. I have the whle Carmen Electra’s Aerobic Striptease Series and I practiced some.

Along with that I am starting to work 2 jobs – -; It isn’t going to be easy but Im going to try my best ^_^ I’ll be at my uncles at night and then at McD’s in the morning. I plan to save the check from my uncle’s towards Korea/attending a FTTS concert. =] WISH ME LUCK